Wednesday, July 10, 2019

Monday, July 8, 2019

Memoir of Love



It wasn’t Love at the first sight
It surely wasn’t.
For we left our drinks and fries
to the cold summer night
waiting for Time to save us
from the awkwardness of life
How did we meet
and not fall in love with words again?
I imagined every Love began with ballroom dance and magic pumpkin
and ended with a ballad and a touch to the lips.
I must have mistaken.

It wasn’t Love at the second sight
It surely wasn’t.
The day we were standing in front of a grave
of someone who was brave and loved,
of someone who asked us:
“Did speaking in silence
and kissing each other’s tears
finally mean something?”
our shadows were busy playing hide and seek
and chasing footsteps of ghosts
and questions we were afraid to face.
We went home
full of remorse
then promised to write each other letters tomorrow
but tomorrow never came.

It wasn’t Love at the third sight
It surely wasn’t.
As our feet walked past the coast,
with stillness echoing behind,
we found ourselves softly muttering:
“Were we too in love with Pride and not with Love itself?”
So, for the first time in our life, drop the mask,
hold my hand and slow dance to the fire.
Let the masquerade burn and
bury me where Dante abandoned his dreams.
The Devil wouldn’t mind,
knowing Love came without pretense
and mended a hole in his soul.

It wasn’t Love at the fourth sight
or fifth, or sixth, or seventh,
or more.
But I did find Love
in these dark times,
in this prayer,
not in you nor me
but just in this little space between us.

I surely did.
For Love is not found in impermanence,
but in a place where infinite transcends.